-part3.

One last chance.

He says that "My main problem anyway is the thing you write on that FUCKing blog is telling everybody to piti you!" HA. I'll show him that even if I dont let the whole world know, I still type this way. I'm off today because Nelson called and said, "Anson come already, you no need to come." :D

I slept at 8.30am last night & WenCong miraculously slept earlier than me! Wahahaha! :D Watched 惡作劇之吻 throughout(I'm still stuck at episode7) and I felt kinda bad because he was on the phone....not talking.....feeling bored.....& GAH! ): Asshole. ): He's still angry with me!! Sorry laaaaaaaaaaaa! ):

After he smsed me that what I was typing in my blog actually told everyone to pity me, I don't know what the hell is wrong with him deh. Like zomg. You hate me say you hate me lah! Walau eh. -.- Must you pick up excuses like that to break up with me? Nevermind. Since I removed those things off chew-ed.blogspot.com but I like that url. So I'm keeping it. (:

Anson, I like you. Even though I hate this. And I dont think I will ever forget whatever you are doing to kill me. But I still like you. I LIKE YOU! Maybe we can't last. But I will never forget the good things you have done for me either.
This is my fault. But I like expressing my feelings in this area! In this space! I have been doing this for 4years already. blogging is part of my life. Please. If you can't accept it, its okay. I won't publicise my blog. It's okay. I like keeping things to myself anyway. (: I pretend to hate you, so that even if we separate, you won't get hurt. I hope we don't end up there. ): I'm sorry.

Don't know why. Suddenly I'm like making everyone angry. Wencong's angy with me because I cut my hand. ): Really! I promise. I like talking to you. So if I really promise you with you having the reason to not talk to me forever, I must be either crazy...or desperate. ): ONE LAST CHANCE!

I think Tricia's angry with me too. Maybe it's because of the time, in school...she got mad at me. And didn't talk to me for 48hours. I don't know! If it's because of me being close to Brenda during the Bintan trip...then I think your completely nuts. Friends are meant to be shared! Zomg. Unless you are a lesbian, then, I can understand. BUT! Walau eh. In any case, during the camp, I didn't even stick to her. You were the one forever with her. Whereas even when I felt uncomfortable or felt pangseh-ed, your didn't even care lo. Your minds weren't even on the task. Do halfway start talking or playing & in the end, the job didn't get done. Zomg lah Tricia... I was also in the wrong because on the last day for builiding up the volleyball court, we didn't entertain you or something. Ah, okay. I'm sorry. THERE! I SAID IT ALREADY!

I hope I get forgiven, because we only live once. I don't want to live in regrets. Neither do I want you to die without forgiving someone then you come haunt me. Lol. (: Please forgive me!! Anson, Wencong, Tricia!! ): Also another person. Chunhei. Roar. Even though you not angry with me, but, THAT DAY I WAS JUST SUI KOU SHUO SHUO BA LE! So....yea. (:

Can I love myself?

we loved.♥