-part3.

FIREWORKS! :DD

went to speedy yesterdayyyyyyyyy. play play play. went to esplanade wiv noobieeeeeeee. den happend to have NDP full dress rehearsal! xD

blah blah blah blah. im sick & i need sleep. nighties!

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因为我爱你。(:

因为因为因为! :D

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&youputyourhandinmine. LOL.

& the rest is up to you!

IM FRICKIN BORED!>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

ITS ELEVENNNNNNNNNNN! DDDDDDDDD:

I SHOULD BE SNORING!

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BYE.

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out wiv noobie & fishie.

(: called up noobie about some stuff in the morning. :D den met up wiv tricia at about 2pm to go for shitty jiang. on the way, noobie calld me & told me that his bro gonna pangseh him to go his friend's bday party. so he will meet me & tricia at the library after jiang. :D rchd room three late. & i think the teacher is pissd wiv me. anyway i told her i had no house fone. HARHARHAR. i can pon jiang anytime i want. unlike lil ol' tricia who honestly gave her house number. LOL.

after chinese tuition, went to eat popiaaaaaaah. lol. met noobie in NLB. some random kid went to disturb him suddenly. v funny sey. the kid actd like he had a gun in his hand. LOL. & tried shootg noobie. =.- LOL! sooooo, playd wiv the lift & went to the 5th floor. -.- no place. sat in the middle of nowhere to study. lauuuuuuuuuuu some lady told us nt to stay ther

e. so tricia bring us go play kids arcade. LOL. she playd the number thingy. must hit the button when it reaches 1000. walau. her average numbers were like 996 or 995. MINE WERE EVERYWHERE! like..... 980++ to 1014++. LOL. yes. i have a problem. hahaha. den we got really bored so we went to muji for her stationary. i bought some wang wang kind of biscuits for nicho. =.- dont ask. den we went huntg for nicho's bday pressie. lol. :D bought some straw after an hour plus of hunting?! LOL! maybe lah. i duno. den we got so frickin bored, we went to dhoby ghaut's zoneX. play lah. i think noobie was bored. ): ahs. play till like 7plus. went to eat.

funny eh. the fishball mee auntie remembered us! cos i think we always go there & ask for a lil bit of chilli nia. lol. sian ahs. talk crap all the way when eatg. after that go walk round & round. went to marks & spencers. si noobie say me leg short, neck short & short! ): walk walk walk. went to mos burger to buy drink. suddenly ask him about some stuff lah. hahas. now i know why love talking to him sometimes. (:

talk talk talk. went back. he went back. lol. tricia & i also went back. on the way i kept talking. -.- if i were her, i would have just slapped me. lol. tmrrrrrrrrr got modular. & tmr is sunday. -.= i hate sundays. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. but i love the monday. bcos, it would be another week we have been. (:

it just feeeeeels so. :D

♥missing.

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I MISS ANSON CHEW!

IMISSYOU! crap lahhhhhhhhhh. i asked him if guys actually have a sense of missing someone. he said. yes. & he does. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i miss him like hell. ):

♥myzikuakeaidenoobieeeeeeeeeeeeee. ):
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where are you when i need you most?

where are you when i need you most?
crap. im feeling so fucking emotional. i dont really understand why my mum treats my grandma like that. even if she did all the stuff she did back then, isnt she still her mother? i dont get it. she almost MAKES her wash the dishes. urgh. & she says stuff behind her back. i seriously dont get it.

i now understand what my uncle meant by how she speaks. she completely doesnt think. okay, people, i know im very contradictory. saying that my mum speaks behind my grandma's back when i am right now. but, im just trying to figure things out on my own. my mum is NOT my friend. shes my mum. & i respect her as that. she can joke with me bt i cant? what logic is that. worst thing is, she tries to be like a backstabbing friend which i completely do not appreciate. what the hell is the world coming to?

there are so many questions unanswered in my mind. even as they are refreshed over & over.

every question is stuck. why must you treat me like this? the message i sent you last night were my words for you to answer for me. for me to understand. to reflect what i have done wrongly. for me to not repeat them again. for me to repent. for me to apologise with a reason to. i need to know. as what mrlee said. you havent told anyone about your feelings that you need to express? if im nt the one you want to tell, then, tell others. i dont knw wads wrong with me, bt whatever that im typing now is for you to know that i care about you as a friend. you might think i sound pretty stupid bcos i havent said all this before.

actually, im having serious refection. i dont knw what is my point on this earth. what is my cause for being here. why was i made like this. after some lessons in mother tongue. i realised i dont know which path to take. which way to go. how to go by it. bcos im just another being that consists of organs & blood just like any other mammal.

its been a long time since i ever just sat down, & thought about this. things have been moving so fast. just a flash. & its been 2 years. ive lost a grandfather i took for granted & gained a sister that takes away so much energy from my grandmother.

i really miss my grandfather. i can actually still picture him sitting in that chair. watchg tv. scoldg me. haha. i never was mature enough to understand everything. now that i learnt, i knw that i have more to go. i agree with the saying IGNORANCE IS BLISS. but yet, ignorance was a sin to begin with. ah. noobie. please go home? i miss you.

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NOAHS BIG NAME!

since someone wants his name here.

NOAH!

imissnoobielikehell.D:

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nice post.

okay, so everything is turned back against us. bt as i suppose, i cant blow this up. ): anyway, first 2 periods belonged to ms koh. some experiment about mixing baking soda & white vingear. :D played with dongqiang. wabiang. damn funny lah. den BUM! hahahaha baking soda on noobie's head liao. :D den kena chase by clement & libing cos they wanted to test something. =.- fun lah. bt i crossed a line. i BIANG baking soda on tricia's face. and it went into her mouth. ah. no elaboration here.

AFTER COMPREHENSION TEST, 230pm?

told joycelyn some stuffs & we went for lunch. WE as in dongqiang, libing, chunhei, noobie, joycelyn, shini, shermine & clara! :D CLARA LEI. :DDDDDD yay. den ALL OF THEM CAME OVER to my place. MY AMARH SAY CHUNHEI SHUAI LEI! at first sian like hell cos my sister was sleeping. ): den when my sister woke up, everyone go play with her. :D switchd on the comp for dongqiang to play his dota. lol. watchd teevee & den shini, clara, shermine, libing & joycelyn went off. soon after at about 4pm dongqiang went for his EL. left noobie & chunhei in comp room. is sian daooooo! den go my room play. =.- :DDDDDD my sister loves chunhei more den my amarh! DDDDD: sia lah. lol. i found the small pieces of rubbish! :D in his bag sehhhhhhhh! den i wrestle wiv chunhei over them. LOL. chunhei shen me dou bu pa! zhi pa yang! :DDDD noobie shen me dou pa! bu pa yang! D: lol! stupid i tickle him he aso nthg. he tickle me itchy like hellll. lol! den 7plus dey go back cos i needed to go my amarh houseeeeeeee. ):

someone tell me what earth is going on?

yay. BOOOOO SNAIL.

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crappy post.

okayyyyyyyy~ today school was like.....on high. super stupid seh. maths gt test. gagaga. den science went crazy. history made mr tan mad. like on fire. sooooo, after school, we went to SP. super lame. =.- tricia & i tried gettg lost dere. went dere wiv tons of pictures on the way. LOL.

soooooooo, we went back to bendemeer sec & i went for semi-finals. ): i sang....like shit. D: bt they all say OKAY OKAY. OKAY OKAY DUH MEANS LIKE SHIT LAH! =.- soooooooo, he send me home. with so many millions of ppl behind the letterbox. ROFL. sia lah. so i scared the wits out of tricia & TADA! BOOOM! MY MOTHER APPEARED! lol. like.......damnnnnnn lucky? LOL. dennnn, they went mac. & i went to look for dem after my mama came home & she askd me to buy POK. =.- i go mac den bring tricia help me find POK. den buy POK liao i went home with her so she cud use the toilat. LOL. dennnnnn, crap crap crap & use comp comp comp. & she go home & i call him & crap crap crap. & i love him so so so much. =.-

i talking cock right. LOL. yes i am. SOOOOO, I MISS HIM LIKE LIKE LIKE LIKE HELL. lol. si noobieeeee. :D loves loves loves loves. miracles happen. just so if you believe. (: :DDDDDD my philosophy. GOSH. I CAN BE A PHILOSOPHER. LOL!

oh yea, ps, I MISS HIM! lol! tricia says im a mad cow. ): SO WHAT! MAD COWS UPDATE THEIR BLOGS NOT DELETE THEM! HARHARHAR. you have disease. SHIT LAH. IM TALKING CRAP. -.-

i btr go now before i start something stupid again. :D TMR IS THURSDAYYYYYYYYYY. :D

tricia makes out with spongebobs. LOL?

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run away~

hello. im back from desmond's place. soooo, the days events.

some fucking crap happend at home. so i ran away.(yes, that was dumb of me.) after bathing & getting some money. i cried as i ran towards the boonkeng mrt station. drama right. hahaha. so, met up wiv guanwee, zhiwen, desmond & dongqiang. (: den met sean, meepokdi, noobie & xiaocong there. (: he didnt even talk to me. he only defended me when sumone askd if they cud kill me when i wasnt in his team. gah. dongqiang tried consoling me on the train. (: thanks. so playd from 12plus to 330plus. ate instant noodles there. my pathetic lunch. =.- i gt bored during that time so i alt-tab-ed. replyd testimonials & read blogs & stuff. haha. den sum ppl gt feddup of des & i using the internet there so quit game & discuss do wad. so, meepokdi, dongqiang, gw & i went to des's house. duh wiv des. lol. yeah. play play play. watchd harry potter. ah. well, thats how running away from home is. dumb & boring w/o plans. & seriously, i miss him. ):

so now im back. tada! & seems like everything looks fine. bt, sooner or later, something is definitely is gonna happen. =.- fuck lah. i just hope i have dongqiang they all wiv me when it does.

am i just someone for your spare time? or......just for show? which is exactly the same. =.-

IWANTAHUG!

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seriously, since this is the last year all 2e1sters will be completely together in a class. im feeling rather moody over this. & listening to the song wait for you makes me even worse. hais. i have the time to do this. & i really wanna do this. this refers to blogging up good qualities of peeps in our class. one day, one person. im really gonna miss all the craps & bad days we really have. gahs. im feeling really moody. maybe i duno wad im typing. maybe i do. but, bottomline, im really gonna miss each individual of us. ): how i wish time wud have quit ticking at the last few months of 1e1o6. now its like....over midyear! noooooooo! ): please do very well people? (me too.) GAHS. i duno hw many people are feeling this right now. ): i knw most guys are. HAAAAAAAAAAAIS! whats this! i dowanna feel this anymore leiiiiiiiiii!

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imissyou.

(: in pain yet happy. happy cos tricia accompanied me to the doctor's. partly cos she didnt wanna go early. bt i duno why like....nevermind. so, noobie is jealous that i have to watch movie wiv vincent. so im nt going. he askd me to ask joycelyn to go? haha. yea. so since joycelyn aint gg i dont suppose im gg either. ): but, its okay. at least i knw he isnt like other guys that heck abt stuff. (: thats what i like about him.

sooooo, today school was supr supr supr tiring. D: maths was boring. so was chinese. the only period that made us go mad was science. bt mskoh wasnt in a very good mood for that. ): ah. im feelg rathr bad. pangseh vincent. & i duno wad i did that made tricia a lil pissd? i duno. triciaaaaaaaaaaa.. you sad i aso sad eh. seriously. i aso duno why. ): im nt a lesi. obviously. haishhhhhh. ):

yea,missme.cosidotoo.):

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mynoobie~

noooooobie so nooooob. :D nooob nooob nooob nooooob! :DDD xD today siewy & meepok come over to teach me dota. heeeeee! :D from a super lousy player i can VS AI & own him wiv an unstoppable. :DDDDD TY SIEWY! :D yay.

NOOOBIE! ): noobie bully me. D:

yes i do trust you♥-

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im ms attached?!

i wanna be there for you(:

NINETH OF JULY

TWENTY-O-SEVEN. :D

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im back on blogger!

ahhhhhh~ long time no see posts on this blog! my comp died. so no posts. ): hahaha. anyway, im back now! bt may nt have as frequentd posts. bcos, i quit comp. (: i shud be in sku now cos of PL training stuffs lah. :D i have a new friend! his name is dongqiang! wad is so special abt him is dat no matter how sad, nervous or just plain bored, he cud just light your day! (: i appreciate him a lot bcos of last night. (: i appreciate my dear tricia a lot too. (:

thanks loves!
whoooooo meetg my dear shermine. :D

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