-part3.

just wanna say.

-this is my fucking third time posting. i dont knw if something is cursing me or what. BUT HELL, FUCK!

hello people. im trying to kip this post as original as it shud have been 2 times before. but bcos im pissd, there will be some small notes all over. HAHA. =.- anyway, you people shud thank weiyoong that im not cursing & swearing all over the place & that im actually tring to be patient. hahaha. (it makes me wince to see myself laffing at something that is so, not, my standard of humour.)

hey. i just had this dream.(like.....40minutes ago?) it was the kind of dream whereby you cud actually walk around people w/o anyone noticing. i woke up feelg kinda crappy. the nap also made me more restless than i was before. so anyway, the dream. it was back in twenty o six.

it featured what i did as a CP for 1e1'o6. let me tell you, there are just SO many things i wanna change. but im not gonna blog about the changes i shudve changed. (: (this isnt original.) i always found it pretty much a chore to actually put that badge up my chest all the time. but come to think of it, i wudn have minded if i were to do it for another year(or maybe not). other then me, alson, christine, joysna & sheela took it up as well. alson & christine were made to step down later in the year. rebecca took over alson's post & jerlin(im sooooooooo sorry i spelt your name wrongly only bos i dint know how to! im VERY sorry!) took over the latter's. anyway, the rest i didn really mention, i guess, some werent very constant or maybe you werent very important to me. so, sorry(i dont mean it).

since, i guess, the only SLs amongst the sec ones were CPs, there were few SLs. & for the SL camp, it meant we only had each other.(whats my point?) [in my previous original post, i was lamentg over the prefects who kept talkg abt prefect stuff. but i dont see any point in it. haha. (not funny.)]

o yea, my point is, there are many opportunities to grasp. in my case, i didnt exploit mine. the school only focuses on the SLs. which i find....very stupid. other people nid a taste of what its like to take charge so that they will actually appreciate the patience the peers have given. do i make sense? i believe so. or so i hope.

but i also want to thank the school for SL camp. if not for SL camp, i wudn have known, harrison, christopher, candice, chooitene, yangzhi, menghao & the prawn-sucking experience. haha. thanks sheela.

anyway, today EL paper is over. tmr is labour day. public holiday. slackd & laffd like crazy in mac. at least it made me destress. :DDDD thankyou shini, tricia & brenda. :DDDD

SOME LOVE.

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a lot of stuff's been on my mind.

ive been thinking a lot lately. about i guess, stuff? that are pretty much irrevelant to each other. but it hasnt cleared up anything in my mind. it sort of made it worse. firstly, books like LIKE THE RED PANDA should be bnned in singapore anyway. it makes me feel so depressed anyway. haha. thats one irrevelant thought. wadever.

why must most parents be so hard up on their kids? i mean like, it causes idiots like zhiwen to actually make use of the exam-scheduled study time to go play lan just bcos they dont knw. then it causes zhi en to try to be rebellious. o.O any point? no right?

life is freaking fragile. its as fragile as glass. *pom!* one shot. youre dead & gone forever. haha.

love. the word. love. its so simple. its just a 4-letter word. its the same number as fuck. haha. love. this word. so broadly used. so little known. love. ITS BEING USED TO FREQUENTLY IT DOESNT HOLD ANY MASS!

stupid fuckers.

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APRIL BLUES.

heeheeheeeee! i miss putri! damn. i mean seriously. wuarrrrghhh! hiack hiack hiack! shes making laugh virtually & lifely like shit. HAHAHAHAAHAHAHA! yes yes yes yes yes yes! BANG BANG BANG! youre supposed to die! kakakakakakaa! im bored, tired, stressed & bored. did i say bored already? wadever. im blocking some people for the moment bcos their comp sucks. or maybe they suck. who cares. i dont! HAHAHAHAHAAAAA. chionging dota on the last day of exams. anybody up for a treat??

be right back for up till 2 weeks. (:

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stupidity.

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are unique, witty, and even a little snobby.
You're quite proud of who you are, and nothing is going to change that.
You've paved your own way in life, and you've ended up where you want to be.

Underneath it all, you feel very isolated from the rest of the world.
It's hard to find people to relate to you on every level.
The mundane interests of your friends and family often bore or depress you.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

im just bored. haha. life looks distorted frm my perspective of today. im so sick of having to explain stuff to him all the time. ughs. this stinks. i was thinking about what to blog just now in class but apparently my mind is completely blank. haha. too bad for people like you who are reading. whatever. anyway, people with blogs that have no substance, delete them!

all teachers are biased towards prefects. all of them are. none of them arent.

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random quizzes.

IM BORED

Your Life is 68% Off Track

If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life.It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right.Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.

http://www.blogthings.com/areyoulivingthewronglifequiz/">Are You Living The Wrong Life?

You Are 68% Grown Up, 32% Kid

Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature.Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed.

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

& finally.

Your Life Is Worth...

$1,261,000

http://www.blogthings.com/howmuchisyourlifeworthquiz/">How Much Is Your Life Worth?

let me go kill myself now. :DDDDD

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IM NOT HAPPY!

AH! SPAM! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! i just wanna break down & cry. maybe that will make me feel better. but so far, not yet. NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

im so fucking pissd wiv everything revolving around me right now. hw i wish dat dere were things to throw or just let me play tennis or something. FUCK! i dowanna be a murderer in school! FUCK! IM NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY! NOT HAPPY!

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dota. not happy.

REPLIES;
cailin- haha. find one day go tok cock soon. (:
gavin- find one day go play wiv la. ((:
junisa- yea man! come tcher's day!
vanessa- okay. done.
ghost- haha. im sooo not relaxd now.

gahs. juts finishd dotaing cos des' dad came back. =.- sian. nt really in good mood. cos now rain, headache, tired, sticky, pissd wiv wadever dat happend just now & bcos i dc-ed for dota. left wcong vs 3 gg playr. lol. sorry cong. ahs. sorry tricia. im pissg her off as well right now.

im gonna bathe. goodluck to my life. i cant see the rear-end of my future. might as well rot off.

happy birthday renxin!

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fashion senses.

JUST BACK FROM AUDI! lol. yeah. tricia went clubbing w/o me. anyway playd wiv ss! HE SAY I DOTA NOOB! HE AUDI RUSTY LIAO LA! i also went to the fashion mall!

lets split them up. (:

anyone wants to send them to me?

JUST FOR REMINISCE.

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lanning day.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!

went lanning wiv STUPIDBOY, MEEPOK, alex, zhiwen, ss & depak. i lent depak my jacket so that he cud play dota wiv us. lol. he playd abt one rnd? den he went home. (feel like eatg A&W waffles. NOW! D:) playd somemore den cong & leuven came. in the middle of the game, desmond came. -ared morphling. HE HELPD ME KILLING SPREE!!! :DDDDDDDD nt he help me click! he told me what to do lah! but stupid anson killd me before i cud be dominating. RAH!

-spapem used slayer. I KILLD ALEX ONCE!!! :DDDDDDDDD stunnd him. den used dagon. den used ulti. heeheehee! :DDDDDD stupidboy is so funny lah. he over dere whacking me. den i nvr see. den he somemore can tell me "eh! wo zai da ni eh!" LOL! HE OPPONENT TEAM LAH! den somemore ss, zhiwei & zhiwen come after me, he ask me run. =.- lol right.. xDDDD (yes im high)

went bck to boonkeng by mrt wiv alex cos he claimd dat it was nearer to his home. =.- whatever. met desmond dere(he took the bus). lent him money to buy a pathetic meal & he sent me home. (:

REMEMBER YESTERDAY.

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PICTURES OF YESTERDAY!

some time ago. (for testing.)

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some day of the past

today....not a bad day. :DD although i felt uber exhaustd for no apparent reason which is like.....bad? ): BOOOOOO! D: anyway, mrs lew(or liu i have no idea.) didn molest me today. HAHAHAHAHA! =.- afetr art, stayd to listen to mrs ong's words of wisdom. after all the enlightenment went for english remedial. i was freakg bored & DUH TIRED so i kinda blurtd crap. ): bad. YES I KNOW. went up to look at elect lit paper.

after that elton, zhiwei, zhi en & i were supposed to go play dota. budden suddenly dey dowan play liao. so i brought bball down & playd wiv elton, MEEPOK, KOROPOK, anson, wcong & zhangsheng. plus other kids. stupid go ride koropok laopo so long. =.- anyway rode his laopo until my leg nua. :D play play play. den elton gt pissd bcos we wastd time. actually nt rly waste time lor. nevermind. so he gt so pissd, he went home. play somemore. like crazy. :DDDD some stupid girls kip throwing airball. its was practically like a game of dodge ball. xD sooooo.. koropok der laopo der chain cam out. wcong & anson help him fix bak. lol. fix until sweat sia. pro pro. *claps* =D

before dey went back, an AIRBALL(frm you guys knw who right?) hit against someone's soyabean drink & spilld all over wcong's bag & tie. walau. u knw hw pissd he cud be lor. like people cut his hair that kind of pissd. =x so he pissd till zs, cong & anson went home. lol. den koropok went home.

i pei meepok wait for ss. ss came wiv leuven & kpwenzi. play 5 vs 7 kids. benss vs benps. xDD benss win lah. :DDD the guys all bullied dem lor. say they kateh. budden, to my suprise, i kept hearg si zhi wen. lol! den dey went back.

i went home. (: im tired, smelly, sticky & i dont knw wad else. so.....im gg to bathe. (: bye peeps.

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silver.

lalala. had syf'o7 today. 17th april. yes. today. haha. more than 6mths of hardwk & just less than 15mins kinda performance. and wad did we get in return? silver. its okay. (: just that now we have to that from zero all over again. & next end of year(i think) we will get a new set piece. aww. tired. (at least we hve another year. sorry 3es, 4ns & graduating people.)

after all the stuff, laughter, tears, we rchd bss. changed blah blah blah. went to kfc wiv rey, wei, zhien, joycelyn & tricia. den met joyce & alvin dere. rey & zhien went bak cos zhi en gt piano. den tricia, joyceyn & wei come my hse. zhiwei come play dota. lol. 1v1 wiv zwen & elton at elton hse. joyceyn & tricia play wiv my sis.

den elton & sean came over. watch zhiwei vs 3 insane. lol. den elton, ss, zhiwei & me go down play bball. 2min ltr saw marcus say dere. so play. 10min ltr joycelyn came down. went home. lol. den wdf. play play play zhiwei step on my leg. walau. pain like shit. today i kena most injury. lol. left leg der toes swollen. =.- rah!

my sis on my lap now. =.- she stinks. LITERALLY. takecare peeps. shes peeling my skin.

ACCEPT IT.

ITS NOT OVER.

I was blown away.

What could I say?

It all seemed to make sense.

You've taken away everything,

And I can't deal with that.

I try to see the good in life,

But good things in life are hard to find.

We'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Taken all I could take,

And I cannot wait.

We're wasting too much time

Being strong, holding on.

Can't let it bring us down.

My life with you means everything,

So I won't give up that easily.

I'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

'Cause it's all misunderstood.

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

We can't let this get away.

Let it out, let it out.

Don't get caught up in yourself.

Let it out.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Let's start over.

It's not over, yeah...

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

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summary for 14, 15, 16 april.

okay! so tomorrow's the thing! darn. i stink. ): gonna get a bath. soon. ANYWAY. i wanna blog abt saturday!

FOURTEENth APRIL TWENTY-O-SEVEN.
THAT FREAKING DAY WAS FRIGGIN UNLUCKY.
went to jiang wiv tricia. after that we went to plaza sing to look for hidamari. i steppd out of the pincer-looking thing(i nvr knew wad were they calld) & said
"wah. finally can eat rollercoaster."(or something like that)
the next second we heard
"please, do not eat or drink on the railway premises blahblahblahblah"
we were like f3. "wad de hell."

went up to yamaha. see see look look. see see look look stare stare. see look see look. =.- after dat went to TIMES. bought EXPENSIVE lead. lol. and then! when we left, i accidently knockd against this cupboard or some sort. & some music startd from no where. we went "WOAHHHHHH" HAHAHA!

after that went to makan at food court. SUPER HENG left $3 so can eat fried chicken. sounds lame. went to the mrt pincer-like stuff again. HARHARHAR drink kena jam dere cos her card faild. hahaha. went down & went home.

upon nearing my block, i fell down on my bum.

i went rchd the door & my mum wasnt home & i had no keys. luckily she snuck it in a shoe outside. (:

then went to bathe. my mum came home at the wrong time. i was bthg then. &.....i had to run out to open the door. =.- dont ask.

all the above should prove that 14th april was my suay-ist day ever. maybe not suay lah. just friggin ZHUN. (:

sunday went to modular wiv cong. nthg happend.

today tried to be attentive in class. =.- then blahblahblah. changed into full uni for band. playd. nice. changed back. went home. tired. i wanna go bathe, lie down & just sleep.

oh god. that awful crying.

put a fork in me, cos im done.

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muahahahaha. im a happy girl. okayyy, FOR TODAY! ((((: why? because...........hes a nice guyyyyyy. &........hahahahahaha. nothing lah! lol. bwen didn come today. so........no kaki. hor hor shermine. xDDDDD dennnnnnnnnn.. home econs did lameshit stuff. geog sat wiv tricia & she startd vandalising brenda's paper. =.- den we decided to put twit nicknames. every week the nick is still there, $3 is given. :DD then dongqiang also want. think next week then put lahs. now no moooood! rahahahaha.

art time! mrs liu went molestg me. (!!) hahahaha! anson stretchd out his hand & followd mrs liu for her to molest him. HAHA RIGHT! walau lor. then wencong THE SUPER NICE PERSON din go for tuition & pei-ed me for make-up on sunday. :DDDDD ilovehimsomuch! :DDD thankyou xiaodi! ((((((: (anyway, in the end, nobody went. =.- think they are going tmr. -.="')

sherhong lost her bag. AWW. bt found it. lol! after school had band. shini went back wiv tricia cos the fish had piano. then shermine pei-ed me after band. went to play bball in school wiv dongqiang, zhiwen, guanwee, libing, byron, bryan & alex. leuven, anson & depak waitd for zhiwen. weiyoong waitd for bryan i guess. yep yep. dearshermine waitd for me. (: accompanied her home & i walkd on the lonely road the only road that i ever known. HAHAHAHA! those that show hw bored i m right now? wait. I SHOULD BE REVISNG MY GEOGRAPHY! but yet again, let me finish my post. :DDD

went home, bathed, made-up(just kidding) & went to brenda's home. yea, HER home sweet home. =.= & walkd in the rain again. HAHAHA.

BYE.

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that rainy day.

finally! i finishd acceptg all the testimonials renee sent me on sunday. sians. gonna start using viper. rah.

had art after school. paintd the stuff on the cloth & had fun with clement, zwei, joycelyn, brenda, shermine & tricia. xD 3cip hours eh! xDDDD playd like crazy also. they painted my face! DDDD: pictures in shermine's phone. late for band. super late. we didn-even-get-to-play kinda late.

anyway, playd bball in the rain wiv dongqiang, gw, shaojie, justin, amos(?) & some anonymous guy. wantd to wait for him. den went under the block to play 21points. KEPT WINNING! then amos(?) taught us a new game. something like CHEAT in NEOPETS. playd one round. i won that round. :DDD then he taught another new game. someone wud give out the cards & you wud take it. you kenot see it. then you will put it on top of your head. the people around you will tell you if you had to pick a new card (if its too small) or remain. you had to believe that person or not luh. smallest cardholder had to forfeit & run in the rain to the longkang near the bbc. hahaha. den 2nd tiome dq ran, we pangseh him. run to the void deck opposite uncle yap. continued playing. yep. playd till 630. dq had to go ler. so he went. i also went. so, i didn get a glimpse of him. yep yep.

rearrnaged some furni today. hahahas. looks dumb. rah. sians. i miss the past. when the kukuclub playd in the rain wiv me. (: from 9am to 10pm. nonstop laughter & perspiration. hahas. thats like shiok. i want it again! again! just once more! (: i'll wait for that.

yuanfang! weeguan! wenyuan! kachai! sam! chunhei! alan! weiliang! kukuclubbbbb. XDDDDD

JUST STOP IT ONCE & FOR ALL???

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some gay post.

saturday; exchange, jiang, library, home, bed, phone. (:

sunday; home, tricia, home, tricia, room, tricia, homewrk, tricia

RETARD!
TODAY. i woke up super early. 715am. HAHAHA. slack the whole day. din feel like talking much. even mdm shahnaaz askd if i was unwell. LOL. am i really THAT noisy? anyway, pissd, pissd, pissd. plastic people EVERYWHERE! im gonna get infectd wiv that. band, play. go home. talk cock wiv tricia. yep. went home. read DO-OVER. gonna read LIKE THE RED PANDA. (: im in the mood for reading these days. tmr's p.e. kill those failures. kidding. anyway, he went for LAN. cant blame him. he has nthg to do at home. -.= decided to doodle.

that~~artist~~FIREDartist. HA. HA. HA. =.-

YEAH. SHE'LL CHANGE. OVER MY DEAD BODY.

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lalalala. happy good friday everyone!(if that even makes sense. =.-) anyway, went to LI wiv clement, zwen, dongqiang, zs & gw. walau. lat person to arrive. ran like hell lah. -.= soooo yea, reachd & saw zwei & ss. play dota lor. play -AR wiv clement. kena lifestealer. walau. i noob daoooo! but lifestealr fun to use. ^^ :DDDD super shiok. den playd -APSP wiv all of them + wcong & leuven. soooo..song si lah. used some gay hero. yeah. play a few more & die a lot more. today i only killd once. clement. & that one ah. MAN SIA. he run i chase. in the end he die. HAHAHAA! SHIOK! :DDDDDD lifestealer. (((: im gonna train wiv lifestealer. :DDD next hero, meepo. xDD next, slayr. i dowanna use dwarven anymore! after clement left, anson came. den die many many many times. maybe about 14.. den quit game. den all quit. so nice. den dongqiang & ss pei me play audi. dongqiang passd his audi license. CONGRATS.

saw chinwee. WALAU LOR. THAT STUPID FLINTSTONE WHACK MY HEAD. =.- i kept losing to dongqiang & ss. zwen also kip sayg i was gonna die. yep yep yep. zwen is nice. ((: but no, i dont like him. -.= yep yep. what did i say that for? -"'

then then then, mum calld me back to buy lunch. so rushd back. calld tricia up to ask wad bus to take. she said i cud take any bus BUT 67, 131 & 139. so i saw 66. (: & went home. & bought food. & went to entertain my sis. harhar. went crazy wiv my mum the whole day. HAHAHA. my mum rocks! :D went to buy furni. anyway!

yesterday night fang calld me down cos of some issues i wudn state here. so went down to her place at 920something. i felt really sad for her. hais. luckily! we met chinteck & kevin! (((: chinteck's huifen had to work & kevin's adeline went for tuition. so i had a wonderful night by two nice guys & my sister in the end. but, urghs. i hate this.

fang, it will still depend on you. i cant just cha shou. ): sunday okay okay?

soooo, went home late. hahas. anyway ytd afternoon we gossipd tons! tmr is exchange. what can i say? lol?

GIVE ME A BREAK & QUIT YOUR SLUTTISH ACTIONS!

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stupidly sick.

AH! IM SICK SICK SICK! headache since yesterday morning. sucks BIG TIME. then last night i cudn sleep at all because of this stupid cough. URGHS. thus, some people received some smses tht made no sense. thank God of CaiDe if nt i wudn have made it to bed. WUAHAHA. :D soooo, switchd on the comp & tada! kelly, weeguan & chloe din go to sku. weeguan, as usual pon lah. kelly & chloe were super sick. IM SOOOO DROWSY NOW. my mum & got high after popping in pills. HAHAHAHA! so stupid lor. kept laughing like nobody's business. kelly i going to band later. hope she doesnt faint or anything. ): *CHOY!* my throat is so freaking itchy. & egg taste like porridge. =.= URGHS!

xI MISS TRICIA!

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wondering & deciding.

MY NEW BLOG! (: super empty. & NO.....this blog add has NOTHING to do with him. (: maybe im still wonderg if i like him. duno lah. doesnt really matter. what really matters NOW is that i have a ig HEADACHE THAT IS KILLING ME! URGHS! today alot of people having headache. anyway, my 2.4 sucks. ): ran infront ran behind him most of the time. frm 855 till now, im stll having that sickening headache. & i miss tricia! ): oh cmon, dont you miss blogging?!?! D:

;no matter how i try.

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HAHAHAHA! PART THREE! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

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